I got this job offer on mid of May 2008... I meant the job @ Uganda, Africa. Until today i was still not able to get started due to the delay over the other side. In the case of the delay, i had ran into some financial instability right now. I was unemployed and my reserved is getting less day by day... *sob sob* I would not be able to sustain my usual lifestyle soon... No Starbucks for me, No Fitness First etc ... *sigh*
1.5 months ago
i was getting this job... the person that discuss with me for this job was in such a hurry to get an experienced project manager to handle their project in Uganda, Africa. Single i'm single, adventurous and experienced in Project Management... I was highly recommended by another friends of mine to join this team... Guess what? I got this job within 3 days including the negotiation... as a person like me whom like challenging job, different environment and culture, working with new faces... i quickly read through the proposal that they provided to me within a day i feedback to them that i would be able to take up the project... It's was the 2nd fastest decision making in my life after the purchase of my condo with nice KL view (which i made the decision within 2 hrs before i bought my condo) Later, the persons that offered me this job also requested me to fly off to Uganda in three weeks i.e. early June 2008. I was so excited and blasted the news to all my families members and friends... they were congratulated me and some of them actually can't believe i accepted this job and going to Uganda.
June 2008
I was studying my Certified Supply Chain Professional exam @ the time i accepted my job. Due to the needs of me leaving Malaysia for Uganda at mid of June... I have no choice but postponed my exam to December 2008. At that moment, i was a little upset as i wanted to finish the CSCP as soon as possible. Early June 2008, I got the news that the project was going to push for two to three weeks... this is the 1st push... I was patiently waited for a new date. As the professional project manager, delay on the project is very common in the real life... so i did not make any compliant/comment but patiently waiting for next date of departure... at the same time continue to enjoy my vacation. By end of June which is the newer date to leave Malaysia... again the news was to push to July... I started to be uncomfortable. I still told myself since i waited for quite sometime... must as while wait for another 2 more weeks. At this time, my friends and families members started to ask me whether this project of what i got was a true project... I ensured myself and my friends/family members that project did push out and this is a true project ... so i moved on with early July with less confident as before... I was so happy on June 25th 2008 (Wednesday)... the team told me they need to start the project on July 7th 2008... They need me to get ready to fly off to Uganda on July 5th 2008. My motivation got boost up again and excited to take up the challenging project. As i started to get myself prepared to leave on July 5th 2008... on June 28th 2008 (Friday) early morning, i received a call from the person in charge and the project got pushed again... I thought finally i could get started and get paid... but the project let me down again... *sigh*, i was stunted at that moment when i got the news and did not know what should i response... i was demotivated and asking myself whether should i proceed with my contingency plan i.e. get another job... But another side of me telling myself to proceed with this as i have been waiting for so long... So what should i do?
Today (July 7th 2008)
According the 1st revised timeline, I should have started my job by now... happily understanding my project, meeting my customers... living in a new environment, new culture with new faces, of course blogging about my stay in Uganda... But now, I'm sitting in the Old Town Cafe drinking Malaysian's White Coffee *sigh*... Why i could not get the job i wanna to start fast? Somebody please help me to smoothing this roadblock and let me have my challenging job kicked start and get what i suppose to get ... Anyway, i felt down now and need some time off to think about what is my next step, should i look for a new job or proceed to close the gap that i have with this job... I need a break now. If you are my future team member whom happen to see this, please don't let my feeling impacted your enthusiasm on starting the project... I just wanna to say it out so that i will feel better. ;-)
I have drafted some items that i need to close...
Problem statement
1. The contract is not as what we agreed upon <-- a disappointment and signing the contract is pending...
2. There is no fix or tentative timeline to kick start the project <-- push could go beyond August etc.
3. I was not pay for waiting to kick start <-- No income for TZ :-(
4. My enthusiasm of working in this project is going down <-- Need some afford to bring this up
5. My financial status is unstable <-- need to serve my loan and expenses on food, petrol etc...
Next Step
1. Reopen the discussion on the contract items which i see it's a gap
2. Giving the management team a fix dateline and move on if they could not fulfill
3. Need to raise the unfairness on i did not get pay for waiting to get the project started.
4. To fix the enthusiasm... this is up to how the others items.
I don't wanna to write so long but this is one way that i could express my thought and feeling which i will feel better after doing this... Anyhow, the 5 main problem statement still pending for me to solve thought. *Sigh*
What do you think?