How many hours?
How many days?
How many Months?
How many Years?
I have been waiting for some dream of mine to be happening
I have been waiting for my Uganda project for nearly one years.... how many more hours, days, months or years that i have to wait to get my dream comes true... yaya! I'm very naive and stupid to wait for dream to be realized in a unquoted timeframe... My parents, my relatives and my friends have kept asking me this question...
Honestly, I just don't know what am i waiting for now ... i just got fed up of my current situation which lead me nowhere... i was trying very hard to let go the wait but everytime i tried harder to let go... the resistant seems like shouting to me... "TZ hold on TZ hold on, you will be there... just a few steps away" ... I just don't know what to do now .... I know i have to let go and move on with my new life and ended this chapter of my life .... I hope all of you won't bored with my rumbling... btw, thanks for your support so far... Just me that need to fight on my inner self to get over this so called "opportunity".... sigh~ sigh~ sigh~
Anyone care to slap me on my face and wake me up... so i could feel the pain and let go whatever that had been dragging me for months... "give up or not to give up"... i know one person will definitely very angry with me as he has been asking me to throw away my this "opportunity" and move on but until today i still hang on with it ... Sorry dude I have let you down! Hope you still be my friend eh!... :(
I was sitting in Coffee Bean after my drinking session with my management that i was engaged on the Uganda project ... I was listening to my iPod and this song suddenly pops up that got me thinking of my future ... I should be back on my feet again ... searching for the TZ one year back .... the TZ that everyone knows... A tough fighter, A strong stand dude, A dude that accept challengers in an optimistic way... A dude that tough when facing any resistence... where is all those characteristic of TZ ... seems like it's gone ... I have to find myself back ... Back on my feet again ... :p